Work & Beauty
I'm self conscious. I want to look good all the time. Im not always pretty. I want to be liked. I want to fit in. I never want to be alone. These are all things that cross my mind. I'm self conscious because i feel like i am being constantly judged by other girls. I want to look good all the time because whenever i wear lounge clothes with my hair up and no make up, one of my friends always shows up looking 100x better than me. I tell myself I'm not always pretty, because people at college would tell me i have "Asian eyes" when i don't wear mascara, or that i look tired. "Are you ok?" YES I AM OK! I want to be liked....who doesn't?? I want to fit in because again...who doesn't! I am about to go to my first University, and am scared i won't fit in because i am way shy at first.. so that doesn't help... That goes along with i never want to be alone... its just a sucky feeling.. some nights i want to turn to someo